
She's clearly not the typical pornscort with a strong focus who manages to make the most money the fastest possible, going from escort studio to another and doing a movie occasionaly a la "Black Angelika".
She's more the wild kind doing stupid things that end up hurting up. The fact that she was kicked out 2 of the pornscort studios because of her bad attitude is 100% sure and i'm afraid that the recent movie incident is also true. So even if there is a man behind the curtain, she's not just a puppet. I do feel that she's quite self destructive though...
What i also felt when i was hanging together with her at the Paris fair, is that she's not fit to be a pornstar. I mean the porn, she can do, but the star it's above her strenght. Outside her native environnement, she's just a little gypsy who doesn't know how to play the game (i don't use gypsy in an offensive manner here, she calls herself "gypsy dog").

Besides, I wouldn't want to appear as the victim. Sure she (well they) lied to me, but as much as i wanted to help her, i'm not a saint myself. Considering the differences between us, i was not really hopping for a romantic relationship with her, maybe a fuck buddy who would have paid her a "romantic" week-end from time to time. Who knows, maybe more, but like often in this kind of situation, one is not completely clear of what he wants in his head.
In the end, i do believe that my life is so much easier than hers than i really can't have bad feelings towards her.