Hey,
Read this it if you got time or not, whatever…This might be a bit long post… no not Ricardo-long, just random long. Hahaha! BTW. don’t you miss his posts? I do, it was entertaining, why you had to ban him? He likes to argue so what, at least it spiced things up
now the forum is kinda like soup without salt… but anyways...
First of all i quit 2 years ago, why is this topic still alive? It’s a mystery to me… but whatever.
Also those few of you who had nice things to say and good wishes, Traz & Suspiria, thank you, much appreciated, you guys rock!!
Those of you who has stupid, ignorant or mean things to say, just fuck off really!!
About anal: yes i hated it, and yes i’m a damn great actress! Actually hated many things about porn (won’t give you a list) but doesn’t everybody have some parts of their job they hate? Maybe you gotta do night shifts, or do a lot of boring paperwork, or shovel snow or clean toilets etc. so you can either be a little bitch about it and give your co-workers a hard time, or suck it up, be a pro and do the best job you can (well if you have a work ethic at least). So thats what i did, a damn great job and I take pride in that!
Needless to say i didn’t hate anal so much a few years back when i did it for 2000 euros
but nobody pays that much anymore, in fact rates are much much lower. So when i think about anal, i remember starving all day (OMG I WAS SO HUNGRY ALL THE TIME ! ), being too skinny, low blood sugar, fainting, constant stress about “Am i clean, am i not clean?” And for what? Shit money and a pat on the back? Hell no! Fuck that shit!
Btw. i could give you a meter long list of actors (girls and guys!) who told me they hate anal, but everyone’s doing it 'cause there’re barely any bookings if you don’t. But the business just got worse and worse, there’s no money in porn anymore no matter what you do. Quiet frankly I’m shocked anyone’s still willing to do it for those prices. It’s just not worth it. Also no trips to the Caribbean or sushi on set or nice clothes you can take home etc. Hell half the time they don’t even hire a make-up artist anymore or even have any food on set, like WTF really..
Now don’t get me the wrong, i liked many other things about it (mostly the time 12-6 years ago) and overall don’t regret getting into the biz, i would’ve not travel the world so much & met fun people & find out some things about sex that i actually really like.
In fact why don’t we talk about this: a bunch of things i loved to do they barely booked me for, like IR BG, BDSM, all sorts of fun fetishes. My agents knew I wanted more of that, but there were hardly any shootings like that. WHY?
I might make a few videos like that myself this year (the copyright will be mine this way
) & put it on manyvids & clips4sale. Surely somebody will buy it.
But for now I’m busy having mind-blowing multiple orgasmic sex in private life with the fuckbuddy of my choice, and non of you’re seeing it!
Yes he’s a super hot black guy (and i’m never going back haha) he gives me better orgasms then anyone else ever before (even better than i can give myself to be honest
...Now here’s a new topic for y’all to chew on
Have a good year!
Always hated it, and its exhausting to pretend to like it!
