Yes, that's really a strange and selfish behaviour.
From a male porn actor you should expect that he can understand your porn job and esspecially isn't complaining about it! But obviously it's often not that way...
So he really wanted you to
only sit at home, cooking, washing, cleaning, and when going out with my bf, looking only at him, and smiling only at him
while he continues doing porn
As a porn fan that's something i never understand...why does some porn actors in relationship with porngirls thaink that they can continue to do porn and fuck other girls on camera but their girlfriend is not allowed to do porn scenes with other guys?
But the most importnat thing is that you are totally right that in a relationship there has to be the same rights for both! As well like the same duties for both! Relationship always has to be giving and taking thing.
I feel young, and wish to be free, have fun, my own thoughts, dreams, see the world, travel and meet different people from different culture,and later when I'll be around 30 to get married, have a family. I don't want to be the slave of a relationship, that's all.
Absolutly normal thoughts!
i hope that you have more luck in your next relationship! And enjoy your life!