dap-addict wrote:Most of us have their favorite porn girls (chris and angelito have Simony, kenbac has Bibi Fox, nylonlover Carla Cox etc) but how loyal and affected you are to them? How are your feelings? Have you sort of fallen in "love" with them?
What else does you bind to them?
Do you try to book a date with them (provided they escort)? Do you collect all their scenes?
How far goes your loyality? Are you jealous of their porn partners? Jealous of their bf?
I know from nylonlovers tread that he really feels a strong emotional bound
Since the first post in this thread was referring to my emotional involvement with CARLA COX (ZUZANA...
) I seize the opportunity to write a few words concerning my falling in love with her.
First of all there is no need to say that I have spent almost a year and a half to collect all her DVDs available on the international market and I have joined all the websites featuring her VOD only scenes and her picture galleries only to download her videos (I am not interest in the other content of those websites since I am not even interested in porn...).
I saw her for the first time in one of the early videos she shot for the DEVILSFILM company (SWALLOW ME POV 5) and I don't exactly know what happened to me in that circumstance...I think we could call it love at first sight , and not much for her beauty , but for something else that now I can't even define...
...and after searching more content featuring that delicious girl , a few months later I realized that it wasn't only a generic interest what attracted me so much...I love her innocent attitude towards her hobby (the adult business) and towards life together with her being rather different from the girls working in the adult business...she is a normal and sweet girl who enjois life and maybe the fact that she is so different from me (she knows what I am referring to...) is another essential element of the equation...
I opened her thread here on EBI when I discovered that the videos featured on her homepage were only a little portion of her shootings during 2006 and 2007 (my collection was much bigger than the few DVDs signaled there...but now it is rather complete...
).
I opened the thread because I was already wishing that she might notice it (and me) since I knew that in the closed comment section she had already posted a couple of messages on the second half of 2006.
Then , after a few months she contacted me after joining EBI...so...the rest is history , so to say.
It is quite an unbeliavable experience to talk with her and I am very honoured of that...
I am not sure if she did escort in the past but I assure you that I would never take that kind of opportunity (and not for the money...) because it would be too much humiliating (for me and for her) and I really would prefer not to meet her at all than meeting her that way...
I am not jealous neither of her on screen partners nor of her real life ones (when you are in love with somebody your only wish should be the happiness of your love , not necessarily of yourself) ... what concerns me more is the fact that I really hope she is enjoing what she is doing (I assure you that seeing her ...humiliated on certain shootings was the only thing which made me suffer...).
Life in the adult business isn't easy at all but I really hope that ...my fantastic girl will never loose her innocent attitude towards life and that she will find a real dimension of happiness in the future...
...she already knows my feelings , so I can't do more at the moment...but even if I don't believe in marriage I would marry a girl like her without hesitation...
...I'll keep on with my support here on EBI ...because if this isn't love I really don't know how else I could define it.
quoted my on EBI. (btw, is she still visiting EBI?)
And in order to avoid too much talk here are some of them pictured. Every one of them once meant something really special to me!
